Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Start Today...

On a different note,

The last day of the year and we are all looking forward in hope, faith, trust and expectations. Hopefully we are pondering the next steps in our life, the goals that might be fruitful and the opportunities that would be rewarding. The unfortunate thing is we cannot see into the future, so the reflection is most likely short lived. Reality is that we must navigate today!! BUT, I come to You with good tidings... Although we shouldn't get stuck in the rear view mirror, it can be used to start new chapters in our lives!
For me, I can look back and see God's hand in my life... and that includes the trials and lessons learned! Society & the media make it seem like we are supposed to have perfect lives like the Kardashians. This of course isn't reality, and they do not have perfect lives either! We should all be able to look back and see the rewards of our efforts, the growth through trials, the learning's, the Victories, and hopefully the blessings!
I'm not saying you gotta be overly excited about a tough year, but I am saying that we have today, we can make changes, and we actually woke up today! It seems we so easily forget our blessings and the opportunity each day brings!
I look back and see God directing my life... I see these incredible journey's, choices, and paths that I took... some led by me, others re-directed by the Lord. It's such an awesome feeling! TO recognize and be conscious of intercession is a gift in itself. When You know You are aligned with the Creator, it is a fulfilling feeling! I know in my heart I am Not alone, and that what ever this year brings I will go with a Protector!
We must make the choice to take control of our lives, stop waiting for destiny and seek it out!This year will consist of ups & downs, but Life still goes on! You can sit and wait, and miss out on the opportunities to be productive... or You can set realistic goals that will inspire, fulfill, and reflect in the world You live! WHY NOT YOU!
We are ALL created equal... every action there is a reaction... no such thing as luck... no such thing as perfect... No one lives a perfect life... OK, so now we have those out of the way, What are We gonna do this Year?!?! I wish You more love in your heart... I wish You favor & intercession... I wish Your prayers answered... and I hope You align your life with the One who can actually fulfill Your dreams! Happy New Year!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Monday, December 30, 2013

Language of the People...

On a different note,

Being a lyricist, words have taken on an entirely new importance to me... When I write, there is a message behind it, thus it requires more thought and specificity. Meaning, if I am writing a song, I need to make sure the sentiment is conveyed for the listener, else I might jeopardize the connection to my listener. And in that case, why bother?
Even in my Blog I must be sure of the context I am writing... I can't tell you how many times I write a phrase, only to delete it after re-reading it. Because as the the sender, it is my responsibility to make sure the receivers can comprehend the message. I see all to often people being frustrated in their communications, and maybe it's just our ability to communicate with certain people... like we're not on the same page. Trust me when I say, it is a skill set that warrants time, effort, and focus. Think about it, Good listeners are hard to find... that's not a dig on anyone, but a reflection of the focus it takes to be a good listener. I've noticed that people are either good at giving or receiving information in general... but being good at both is not quite so easy. My wife and I have spent many hours discussing our interaction, delivery and communication... We know that each must be willing to give & receive for it to be reciprocal dialogue.
I continually state to Live on Purpose, so this is one of the biggest areas we should focus on. Who are You, What do You believe, and how can You deliver it without offending, persecuting, condemning, or alienating everyone around You? Tell me that doesn't seem BIG!?!?! I have also learned Not everything needs to be shared... or maybe not at specific times... There is a military term called "Situational Awareness" which lends itself perfectly to this scenario. We as the senders need to be conscious of our surroundings, of the people we are engaging, and of the topics which are typically more black & white. Are we speaking in first person, are we pointing fingers, are we being destructive, or are we just sharing some Love!?
You have a Voice, thus it is your responsibility to own it and use it to Lift up others, encourage, speak life not destruction into the world we live. Take responsibility in making sure you are clear and empathetic, and be cognoscente of the receiver and their possible fragility. I am my brothers keeper!!
Communication is one of the key elements in our Life... It deserves focus & effort! We create intimacy, closeness, understanding and unity by being open, honest, clear, and precise in our dialogue! Speak LIFE, Live on purpose!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Friday, December 27, 2013

Resolutions...

On a different note,

Well, the New Year is upon us... the Holiday season comes to a close and the new year begins... The anticipation fades, and the yearly Monday happens...Hehehe... We start over, and I think there is a period of time which we are a bit lost or hesitant. I'm sure this is how resolutions became... a way for people to focus, get on track with the new year and seek ways to make changes for the better. Maybe it's just me, but there is always a cloudy period in January, trying to set goals, paths and objectives. I'm sure growing up in the Northeast didn't help... everyone by January was OVER it being winter. As I've said about the Holiday season in general, it should be a year long sentiment... and as far as the new year, nothing has changed but the seasons. We are goal orientated people... so, New Years is a proverbial "Start Over"... which I find healthy in some aspects... I mean, let's be honest... Whatever it takes to spark some excitement, energy and accomplishment!!
What should we accomplish this year? What can we accomplish this year? and what will we realistically accomplish this year? How about this month? The things which will make us feel like we've actually reached a milestone typically take planning... We should have a running list of things to do... All year long! Home improvements, Vacations, Education, Spiritual growth, Family bonding, etc... Trust me, life is moving 1 second at a time regardless of our intentions!! So, WE must live on purpose to avoid getting into the lulls & complacency of this life!
Take your time... make a list of things You should, need and want to accomplish... there is a difference!! Prioritize them... write out steps needed to accomplish them... and make sure they are realistic & achievable! I'd personally love to climb Mount Everest or one of those... but right now in my life, that is not realistic! You see, if we don't set TRUE goals, we will feel defeated when "1. Fly Around the world!" doesn't happen!!

I pray daily for the Lord to lead & intercede in my life... and I also ask Him to direct me and My objectives! If I am not in line with the path He laid out for me, PLEASE redirect me! The is power in aligning your life with His plan! I ask this in truth, honesty, transparency! If I set goals only based on my personal desires, then I must carry it entirely! Boy, wouldn't it be nice to have some support from above?

Happy New Year, may Your goals & dreams be furthered this coming year! I pray for strength in trials, and LOVE in your hearts!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Christmas Year Round...

On a different note,

Well, it is the day after... after Christmas that is!! What a Joyous time... giving, receiving, family, friends, love and sacrifice!! The exact message Jesus shared with those around Him! Think about it... He wants to be part of Your family! He wants to be Your best friend!! Seems a bit comical, but not when You break it down!! What an honor and opportunity we ALL have!!
Even the giving & receiving falls in line... We give to others and He provides for us... It's a win win!! We put our focus on Him, focus on being a steward of the things He has provided, and He'll continue to invest & intercede! Pretty incredible relationship right there... and we ALL have this opportunity!
And is there a better example of Love... Unconditional Love that is!! No judgement, No condemnation, No worldly standards being mixed in... Pure Love!! Aren't we all seeking, desiring and needing that level of friendship in our life? So often the Lord is considered untouchable! There is a difference between maintaining taking advantage of His love and/or seeking Him out giving the adoration worthy of such a Loving Father! We definitely should approach Him with Respect, Honor, Reverence, thus giving Him the Glory He is so worthy of!
So, we have a provider who seeks to spend intimate time with Us, be part of our daily lives, and guide us to be loving members of society! Isn't this something that should be celebrated daily? Isn't this something that should be acknowledged often? trust me, I am not going against the Holiday Season... Contrary, I think it should be extended!!
We have a Friend in Jesus... He is a provider of ALL things we need to have a fulfilling life! We must choose to seek Him, emulate Him, and share His Glory with the world around us!! Let's carry the CHRISTmas spirit year round!! I pray You all had a Merry Christmas, and that this coming year is fruitful, rewarding and LOVE filled!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Divine Alignment...

On a different note,

Recently I have had a few friends of mine reach out and share personal experiences in regards to my music. It was such an over whelming feeling... gratitude, humility, excitement, and truly not really knowing how to respond. It filled my heart with a sense of accomplishment from an artistic perspective, but also a sense of fulfillment... one of the the work put into it, the desire to create something of worth, and really the biggest aspect would be the alignment of my path and the one set out for me. There is a different understanding and acceptance when You know You are on track! Destiny for a lake of a better word...
For most of my life, I lived a life of personal focus, personal goals and strictly personal responsibility. Not really being as concerned with others input, or the path God had laid out for me... one with fruitfulness, prosperity, enlightenment, growth, and accountability. Trust me, this path hasn't been an easy one, and has taken much sacrifice, trials, and internal vulnerability. But as my faith grew, I was willing to open up even more!! And Your Faith grows when it is tested...
The interesting thing about going through the fire, is that your perspective changes... your priorities change... so, the person you were previously would never of with stood, but when You have Faith the weight becomes shared. I can battle this world now because I'm not alone!! I can endure trials of my destiny, because it's Not my plan to begin with! Divine Alignment... Meaning, you make the choice to seek the Provider...allowing Him to lead, but also Intercede!! Like He's your spiritual sponsor!!!
10 or so years in music now, I am Still humbled at the production... meaning, I am still in awe at what comes of it... Why? How? Because it's Not about me, not OF me... I am just the luckiest guy on earth to be the one He's chosen... and as long as I reciprocate and choose Him back, the rest is His to own! Success is not going to be measured by worldly standards, but by the impact my life has in the world I live!

I am so thankful for my friends, fans, family, and ALL the people I encounter... Thank You Jesus for my Life... Give me the strength, ability, vision, and focus to continue to cherish it!

Good Day & God Bless,
Chris

Monday, December 23, 2013

Last Minute...

On a different note,

Well, we have 2 more shopping days til Christmas... are You ready? hehe... This time of year I am reminded of how I am a pressure scenario type guy... I'm sure when I was younger it wasn't always as such, but I've been grown into it. I can remember playing football back in the day, and being the "Go to" guy at the end of the guy or in an important situation... also, being in the military provides you practice and training in being responsive. So, of course this is ideal for the Christmas season... In and Out, check your list... before You go, and make it happen!!
It is quite interesting how some of us might have this ability, and others are so good at planning out and buying Christmas presents months before the holidays. Kudos to them!! I am envious in certain aspects... but nevertheless It tis what it tis!! I have to remind myself these things, as it is human nature to impose our expectations, thoughts, and desires on others. We all venture through life the best we can, and hopefully pick up some wisdom & understanding along the way. God provides us a path, hurdles, trials, victories and lessons which help build us into our own person. Pretty neat if you ask me...
The key is to do enough self analyzing and evaluating to see the characteristics! To truly understand how we operate within our own skin allows us the opportunity to be fruitful in our endeavors! Example: If I know I am the type of does Not do well in pressure situations, then I probably shouldn't wait til Christmas eve to do my shopping... Why? because I would probably be stressed out, not enjoy it, or possibly even accomplish the underlying goal!
I know ME well enough to understand what is going to be fruitful for me, and what things may not. Being a last minute person or not, neither way is right or wrong... It's what is right for YOU! Take the time to understand your strong suits, and weaknesses... Oh, and time is of the essence... so, don't wait til the last minute! Hehehe... Be productive, be fruitful, Live on purpose and be the best YOU that you can be!

Merry Christmas to You and Yours... Much Love, peace, Grace, Forgiveness, to You all!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Friday, December 20, 2013

Tis the Season...

On a different note,

Oh the joys of parenting... no seriously! hehehe... I am filled with Love & Joy today simply by seeing a smile on my sons face! There is something special about seeing the ones You love Happy! It's something I've expressed many times, I'm just not sure people truly comprehend! I make the statement "Giving is much more fulfilling than receiving" and I truly mean it!
I guess trying to express the thought of choosing to give over getting is something lost in translation, but hopefully the sentiment of seeing the ones we Love truly happy will carry some weight. Of course as a parent there is a special bond, vested interest in seeing our Children happy... I think it is something that has spiritual roots as well. It also seems like a hard concept to accept the Love of our creator... Hence we make it seem hoaky, fake, or neglect to dwell on it's impact. We are LOVED like children, we were created in Our Father's image... So He finds fulfillment in seeing us live worthy & fruitful lives! Just like we do with our children!!
Unfortunately society has us believing we need so much more from life... that we must attain and maintain a certain level of material things... Personally I used to feel the same, or could at least empathize with the sentiment. Thankfully in my spiritual Journey and growing relationship with my Savior My desires have changed. I would give up EVERYTHING I have for those I love... I'd do anything to see my Wife, Kids, or Family happy!!
It is something that only comes from a sincere enlightenment and choice to put our own selfish desires aside... trust me, I know it is not easy!! But when does anything of value not come with a personal price? Thus, we must seek out and find the things that bring true joy, fulfillment, and happiness... I am also not denying the initial feeling of receiving, but I speak to the long term and deep down reward to putting others first.. This time of year is a perfect example... the spirit of giving becomes infectious... Love, Selflessness, and Giving is everywhere... If this concept seem odd, then I challenge you to give it a shot!! Find that core happiness in the eyes of your Children... in your spouse... in your friends eyes!! I doubt any present under the tree could compare!!

Good Day & God Bless,
Chris


Thursday, December 19, 2013

Small things...

On a different note,

This time of year it seems food becomes a huge part of our culture... I smell cookies, I see candy canes, and the infamous fruit cakes begin to breed! The sweet things in life, the little things that fill our hearts. Please tell me you can reminisce over the first taste of a delicious treat... Mmmm, that first taste resonates in your mouth and seem to touch the very tip of your fingers and toes. We can find such glory in an appreciation of food, in something truly of minimal value. I wonder what it is that allows for such fulfillment?
Do we think it is simply perspective that allows us such freedom, or possibly the expectation based on previous situations? Once we have tasted chocolate, or maybe a few times (like lab rats) we become conditioned to react to its sight. I find life is similar, and it can be quite useful to take advantage of this personality trait. Do we not get conditioned in other areas of our life? Maybe a better term outside of food would be "Habit"... Either way, we tend to be cyclical and routine in our lives... If that's the case, I wonder what other things we have been conditioned to respond to without even realizing it?
You've heard me speak of self awareness and self analysis, and the value and power that comes from understanding. I typically do not partake of sweets, but at times I am tempted because I might be hungry or in the wrong place at the right time. But, I have also learned my weaknesses in this regard, so I can avoid certain things to maintain awareness... I know I am not strong enough to say NO every time, so I must be conscious of those times and act accordingly.
Take the time to learn your triggers, your weak points, and reactions to certain circumstances and gain control over your life! This is not an easy road, but is one filled with wisdom, knowledge, power, and reward! When I began following the Lord, I then began seeing clearly... He shined a light on my path and in my heart, thus allowing me the opportunity to know the Real me! We are creatures of habit, so instead of falling prey, use it to your advantage to live a more controlled life. Sometimes the smallest things can carry the most weight!
Happy Holidays, and enjoy those treats! Many blessings!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Season of Giving...

On a different note,

This time of Year everyone seems to have an easier time sharing some Joy and getting into the giving spirit! It's an infectious time for sure... I wonder though, is it only because of the knowledge of receiving that inspires? And trust me, I'm not stating that to be such a horrible thing, but it sheds a light on the worldly perspective versus one of actual Love and selflessness...
There are things we should be doing every day, not just during birthdays, holidays, vacations, anniversaries, and so on... We tend to lean towards the easiest path, versus choosing to push through our personal hurdles. Think about it, we are so willing to judge, point fingers, and condemn those who do not align with our interpretation of what Life should be. Think about the amount of effort that takes... emotionally, spiritually... there is No reward in that, none!! By calling someone out, or making them feel inferior, it serves no purpose in the core spiritual commandments! We are called to Love God first, and Love thy neighbor as thyself... That should be a constant in our lives, not a situational happenstance.
As easy as it is to find others faults, it comes with baggage and lots of emotional weight, and even repercussions if not done in a graceful manner. Let me ask You... how hard is it to LOVE? How hard is it to give someone a compliment, or a statement of encouragement?!? Imagine if we gave at Christmas cause we truly wanted to see the Joy on someones face and in their heart with NO expectation at All! Not only are we sharing love, we would all be filled with Love, and we'd be creating an infectious, inspirational and Godly wave of personal sacrifice. Loving is clean, Loving is easier, Loving is our very nature, and Love is God!
So, if we are to celebrate something this Christmas season, let's celebrate the gift of Love... Like Jesus, it is reflected in personal sacrifice! Being selfish is hard, and brings much pain, heartache and emptiness... But giving creates a warmth that softens hearts and fills them with Love!!
Choose to Love, Choose to Sacrifice, and Choose to be bigger than the easiest path of ME! Merry Christmas!!

Good day, God Bless,
Chris

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Believable...

On a different note,

Ever notice the most influential people just seem to be able to express the things they are truly passionate about? They are able to express their sincere love, belief, and complete dedication to a specific topic. You see, that is the power of testimony... meaning, if we do not truly believe in something, how could we ever influence others to do the same? I remember my days in sales, and after years of learning that specific area I knew it like the back of my hand... I felt very confident in speaking about it, handling questions and addressing any concerns. So, when I spoke on it, it was believable!
We ALL have things which we are experts... Could be music, could be God, could be Star Wars, or even making Chicken Pot Pie... Stop and ponder what it is you feel strongly about... and think of the value that you could provide in this area... Think about if You could pass this on, and enrich others lives in this regard... Influence is a powerful tool... something we ALL need to be conscious of!
Now of course, being an expert on Chicken Pot Pie is probably not going to change someones life...LOL... But, it could change their dinner! But there are things in this world which have a large affect on the better good! There are examples of Love, Faith, Grace and Mercy that could be shared by which to show the world these things are Real, and are still valuable!
When people speak of the Love of the Lord, and the impact He's had in their life... that cannot be taken away from them! Quoting scripture means nothing with out the expression of Love, Grace, Compassion, Empathy, and such! We believe things that are delivered with confidence... and if we think about it, things of importance should Not be wishy washy!
Be a person of Influence.... doesn't mean you need to go change the world like Tony Robbin's... it means having an impact in your family, at your job, in the world you live!! Discover the things you believe it whole heart-idly, and leverage that knowledge and Love! Be believable and put yourself out there!! You Too can change the world you live!!

Good Day, God Bless
Chris

Monday, December 16, 2013

My Own CEO...

On a different note,

Have you ever stopped to ponder the reflection you have in the world around You? Probably not something we typically do, or might not even want to... hehehe... If we look at the representation of corporate America, we see the value and importance of an organizational figure head. Well, even though we may not be the President of the United States, who's to say we don't have an even bigger impact on our local communities?
So, understanding the impact on the world around us provides us a few things that can help define our daily walk. Think of it like this... What do You think people like Oprah or Bill Gates have to go through on a daily basis? What things must they be focused on, concerned for? So, we'd have to be accountable to out reflection to others around us... we'd have to be accountable to our decisions and our actions... We'd have to be considerate of our relationships, as they are the foundation of our existence... meaning, without our friends, fans, family, and consumers these businesses would be broke... Now I ask... shouldn't we be even slightly concerned with these same things?
Where would we be with out the people around us? Would we gain success with out supporters to be considerate of? Are we not held accountable to our action by those we care for? You see, we have a life... and we are accountable for how it is being cared for, and how it is reflected to those in our lives. I would Not be who or where I am today with out the intimate relationship I have with the Lord... No question... and He has provided me incredible people, opportunities, and I should be conscious and protective of all my blessings! 
Now, You and I both know None of us are worthy of being idols... but, we are should be concerned of how we reflect in the world we live! We should also be aware of of our foundation, and be sure and give back to those who provide us true fulfillment! Sooooo, personal accountability will change our daily choices/decisions... being thankful and conscious of those in our life will change how we invest and appreciate those in our vicinity... and we should take our lives serious, living on purpose, and by giving credit where it's due! We are the CEO of our life, how would your company do? 

Good day, God Bless,
Chris

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Driven by Pain...

On a different note,

Growing up I was a bit clumsy, ended up with a lot of scars and most I didn't even remember getting. I also recall many emotional scars, none unlike what we all endure growing up. The learnings that came from those times has been invaluable, and I am thankful for the Life I've lived... I know I wouldn't be who I am today other wise!
I wonder how many of You would agree with me that pain becomes numb after a while... Meaning, after enduring the pain becomes the norm at times... I think this is common, and would explain a lot of behavioral issues we face as we get older. You see, we forget the weight, heartache, trials, pain, emptiness and unfulfillment that comes in living in this carnal world. We begin to think pain is a way of life... I stand here before you today remembering those times... Wanting it all to end... Not wanting to carry this weight any more!
I remember praying to a God I didn't know for Him to remove me from this Life as I was exhausted! Well, guess what... He did! It was after the anger, I began to allow Love in... I allow clarity, wisdom knowledge & understanding to enter my heart! We cannot hold on to the past but learn from it, and we must be accountable to ourselves in the NOW. Once I took my eyes full of pity of ME, Myself and I, I could then focus on the one who could actually provide and redirect my life! For the first time I wasn't living for pain, but living for a great purpose! My fulfillment wasn't based on the world, but on my spiritual journey!
Pain is a great motivator and catalyst... but if we are grounded in the world, it only becomes a lead weight. Pain reminds us of our need for a Savior... It reminds us how Amazing LOVE is to give & receive. These very trials help us to refine our faith, not get lost in the hate of this world.
I felt like I was alone, I felt I was the only one feeling this way... That "Self" focus only drove me to continue selfish, unhealthy, dysfunctional, and destructive decisions! You are NOT alone, You are Loved, and there IS a bigger purpose for your life! We must let go of the ME, and live for the WE... God has a plan for all of Us, but we must make the choice to seek Him every day!
We are driven by pain... but its our choice of whether we end up face down at the alter, or face down in the dirt!

Good day & God bless,
Chris

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

The Matrix...

On a different note,

For those of you who have seen the movie "the Matrix" this will be a refresher course... hehehe... I guess for now having the opportunity to live a life not based on the worlds standards, but one birthed in the existence of man; I can see the underlying messages hidden in Faith. We tend to be going so fast, wishing away most of our lives, that we forget to stop and take it all in. There are signs, messages, and road maps all around us, how many of us seek to leverage them?
Let's take Christmas for example... the classic imagery of snow, presents under a tree, and Santa coming down the chimney. White snow... White, of course represents purity, cleanliness, blameless. A mysterious Man who comes down from above, bringing happiness, secret presents, giving us the desires of our hearts. Joy to the World!!! Hmmm, nope... not much in there!
Life becomes a lot less painful when we seek out the creator, designer, and provider... The choice between carrying all the weight, pressures, responsibilities, and repercussions of this self consumed world. I do not speak religion, as most of that is tainted by Man's personal goals & vendetta's. But I do speak to Faith... crying out and seeking the One who provides! I can only speak to it because of what He has done in my heart and in my life. For me, I know live by Faith because I have grown it, honed, tested it, and seen it proven in my heart of hearts! Once I was willing to relinquish my personal desires, my pride, my control, and let Him lead & intercede, things changed drastically. It was like a code was broken... the world because clear, I could see through the pain, heartache, loneliness, and despair!
I began seeing God in everything... I began following and seeing a path much more fruitful than the one I was struggling to navigate. Whether reading the bible, whether seeking fulfillment, whether looking for true Love, it comes from having Trust & Faith in the provider. The signs are there if You are seeking them! Without Faith, they blend in to this dark world... and if we're only living for us, we'll miss em anyway!
I can only share Love and personal experience, but the truth is out there for You to find! Seek the answers, and you will be provided for!! Once You live with Faith in your heart, the matrix of Love will be revealed!! You will seek it for fulfillment, compassion, grace, mercy, forgiveness and guidance!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Monday, December 9, 2013

Like Individuals...

On a different note,

Do You ever wonder why certain things mean more to others? Why certain aspects of a situation have more of an impact? I find it intriguing and interesting, but also pretty neat. We are All so different, yet are also so similar. It is the little things... the certain aspects of who we are that stand out. We can all categorize people on a high level... Introvert, extrovert, pessimist, optimist, etc... but it really is the core pieces of their being that make them an individual.
I think because we are harsh on our selves and have been taught to judge ourselves, it has affected our perceptions. We tend to categorize ourselves with the masses... by parts of our self we don't care for. I think this poor view has a vast affect on society... One that is reflective of the worlds standards versus the loving, gracious and righteous reflection of the Lord. We are created in the image of a King... Creator, Provider, Conqueror... Once we come to a place of humility internally and a place of honoring our God, we can begin to change our perceptions.
Once You know Love... Love not typical in this world... one that does not judge, one that does not hate... Your heart begins to soften, and you also start to release the baggage, shame, guilt and negative feelings that have been burdens. You find fulfillment in true Love, not in expectations. It is then that we can start to Love who we are, Love those around us, and walk with confidence! God has a different view of us... We are His children, we are made in His image, and we have been redeemed... He already paved the way for Us, He already paid the price for us... So, why are we carrying it?
We are all different, but have been created with a same heart... One yearning for Love... One desiring to find a spiritual home... and One with purpose! We all have odd, weird, specific traits & characteristics that make us individuals... But that doesn't change our core needs... It means we are special, and we have something to bring to the table of quality & value! trust me, I know... It is hard to accept these positive identifiers... Its one of my biggest struggles! But I see God working, I see God using people who aren't perfect... but have a heart for giving, and specific gifts & abilities to invest in the world around them!!
Let the Love of the Lord fill your heart and your life, and see what magical things He can do in you, through you, and with You!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Friday, December 6, 2013

Fear Factor...

On a different note,

I remember living most of my early adult life in fear... In fear of nothing living up to society's expectations, not living up to what I expected my life to be based on the world around me, and fear of my internal vulnerability being exposed. What I've learned is that we all have insecurities, we all have issues, we all fall short of the skewed example the world provides, but also the Glory of God. You see by acknowledging our fear, we then provide an opportunity for God to step in and show His power & Love!!
We are a fear driven society... fear of the "Jones's", fear of loss, fear of not getting something, fear of losing our jobs, fear of going to jail, and so on... We are worriers of things we cannot control... Look around You... You will notice fear driving a majority of the processes within our framework. Now, at first though we are then... what for it... Frightened by the transparency, vulnerability, and lack of control this would signify in the fragile world we live. Do we want this world driven by fear? Personally, I think there is some value to it!
Until we have grown to a place of personal reflection and transparency, we are then controlled by fear... this is Not a healthy place to be. But by acknowledging our fear, we then can move to a place of honesty which relinquishes its power. It is now a factor, not the driving force behind our existence!!!
Fear left my heart when I gave my Life to our Creator. He asked for my heart, my life, my focus, and I gave it to Him... over time of course... but then, and Only then did I stop living by false expectations. Only then was I not tied to my fear, but I owned it and was able to use it as a constant reminder of my weakness, true lack of control, and need for a Leader and Provider in my life. So, me being scared of things I cannot control is wasted energy and focus... But by following the path laid out for me spiritually, I then take on clarity, strength, and confidence... a Divine right!
You see, My fear is somewhat still here... a bit different, but here... And it tells Me "Chris, You cannot do this alone!"... "Chris, You do not have the power or ability to make that happen!"... "But, you Know who Does!"
My goals in life are driven by following my Protector, my fear is in my flesh and the daily resistance to Not living by it! What fear shall I have, when I know I have someone carrying my yoke, my future, and my salvation? Fear is OK, as long as You are Not control by it... It is a struggle, a daily battle, but seek Ye who can remove the weight of it!! Let Him worry about those things that He controls!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Welcome Home...

On a different note,

Once You have been brought to a place of humility, it becomes a continual battle within to accept the Grace we've been to blessed to receive. I have made a lot of bad choices, I've hurt so many people, and I continue to be human and err in my day to day walk. I make the choice to allow God to use me, reflect through me, but I do my best to deny credit... I spent most of my adult life screwing things up and most of my spiritual journey dealing with those iniquities. I do not say this as a negative or pessimistic message, but as one of transparency and honesty. Knowing my short comings, failures, and deficiencies allows me the opportunity to let God lead and to provide mercy, grace and empathy to others!
I think we can all put ourselves in the shoes of the Prodigal Son... a story of personal goals, desires and the lure of the world. One which a "good" person goes against what is knowingly a solid, blessed, entitled and fruitful way of life to take part in the exciting, instantly gratifying, and popular path of the worldly. This is something we will all face, and one we're most likely partaking each day... I am! I am willing to admit my pull to the world, but also my Love & Heart for the Lord! My desire to adhere to my pride and carnal nature, but also my desire to serve the Almighty! I have been called many things... hypocrite, sinner, liar, false prophet, etc... to be honest, it didn't bother me in the way you might think... For us Not to know the truth & Love of the Lord weighs on my heart daily! For us to ignore specific messages He's shone, for Us to defy His presence & spirit in our Hearts for our own agenda is heart breaking to me... and Him as well I can only imagine! He IS Love... He Already paid the Price... He desires Our seeking, Calling Out, and Our Focus!! He Wants to carry the weight of this world for Us!!
I come to You today with a message of Love, Hope, Happiness, and Fulfillment... You ready? Can You imagine How Amazing it must of felt for the Prodigal Son to walk up that road, to come Home, to relinquish the shame, guilt, heartache, failure, and unfulfillment of His choices only to find a Celebration in His name!! To know His bad choices were forgiven, were forgotten, and the only thing that mattered was His choice to come Home!!!! Guess what... We should feel the same way when we make the choice to LOVE in our hearts, to Seek the Lord, to Give Him credit for His favor... The fact we are choosing, even if only at times; to Live a Life of Love and Spiritual power... We have a choice, and we will screw it up most of the time... But when we make the choice to Love and put the world behind Us, we then allow our Father to know the joy that comes from Us returning Home! He delights in Us choosing His way over our own!!

Do Not get caught up in the bad choices, but find Peace, Joy, Love and Fulfillment in the ones that Do lead You down the path of righteousness!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Reflect Your Heart...

On a different note,

As I was driving to work this morning... I had a phrase come to mind... "Reflections of the Heart"... Not sure how it came about, as I was actually pondering how odd it was to be listening to Christmas music while looking at green grass with the sun coming up on a warm day. I'm sure it was a thought of having Christmas in my heart, and the warm memories of my childhood in Maine, growing up with snow & cold this time of year. We all attach emotions & feeling to memories... especially sentimental ones!
Reflections of the Heart to me speaks to the truths we know deep in our soul, the sincere emulation of what we truly feel in real in our core. These expressions are the ones that can truly affect our lives and of those around us. When we speak from our heart, when we truly believe in what we are sharing, it has an impact! So often we get caught up, the world takes the lead, and we can get away from the stuff that truly carries meaning!! It is when we forget the power of influence, the power of perception, and the power of personal introspection.
Circumstances can take charge and make us feel defeated, lost, or insignificant. Situations make us feel out of control, but we know certain things to be true in our hearts!! In the times we can truly connect to our inner being and reflect the LOVE, sincerity, honesty, transparency, etc... this allows for fulfillment in our hearts!
I think we get so busy in life we forget the heart can store so much Love... and daily we are refilling it!! It's a small super charged battery of Hope, Happiness, and Passion! So many are scared to open it, to peek inside, and to share it with others!! Maybe those who seem to Not have a heart are just too scared to leverage it!! LOVE is a powerful tool!!
Enjoy the memories, enjoy being sentimental, allow Your heart to a weapon in your fight against hate, anger, jealousy, and selfishness... The Lord gave us a Heart in His image... How cool we can reflect His righteousness to the world we Live!! Happy Holidays!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

For Lease...

On a different note,

I wonder how many people stop to ponder the usage of our lives in the big scheme of things... Meaning, we are technically leasing these lives, but are we truly taking advantage of the situation? I know, it's probably a bit odd... but for a second, remember I didn't make myself... I didn't create life... I didn't chose the who, where, & when... So, I should be thankful for the opportunity to have this Life!!!
If had signed a lease, there would be guidelines, expectations, requirements and a maintenance agreement. Is that really any different then our lives? Since truly spending the time to read the bible and dialogue with God, I have come to view His scriptures as guidelines... it's a road map... A path paved for Us to follow for a fruitful existence. But most of the time we ignore any expectations or requirements and just do as we please... Instead of being considerate of our neighbors, we lives for US... We turn a blind eye to any emotional, spiritual or physical deposits... Choices to Invest in Power, Communication, or Enlightenment... So, are we truly taking advantage of our opportunity to leverage a life bestowed to us?
We have also been provided a maintenance agreement... One with a very robust plan, and much reward. Do we really think we can fix everything on our own? Again, remembering, I didn't create anything... Should we not go back to the Owner, Author, and utilize a lifetime warranty????
We are leasing these lives, and we should be periodically taking time to recall, refocus, and recommit to the guidelines and benefits of the life laid out for us. That when we divert from the plan, this go awry... We make the choice... The landLORD lives upstairs, why don't we call out for help? Ask for requirements & expectations? Why are we not making deposits in the very place our lives were initiated!
Let's stop taking these lives for granted, and let's become good stewards of our daily gifts and opportunities! Let's not waste these years choosing to walk alone, when we have One who says He'll carry the weight!! He desires us to come to Him, seek Him, and focus on HIM...

Guess what!?! Then We get our deposit back!! He will deposit rivers of living water in our lives! Love, Grace, Favor, Blessings, and purpose!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris

Monday, December 2, 2013

Redeemed...

On a different note,

As we venture this life, it seems the older we get the more debt, baggage, and cynicism we take on. We accumulate throughout our lives, some due to fear of loss, some from sentimental value, and some of monetary value... I will say for me, I am no longer as tied to my belongings as I used to be. It's just stuff, we can't take it with us when we leave this earth. We seem to choose to carry so much... physically, emotionally, spiritually, and I wonder if we've pondered the weight that comes with that?
There is a word that has shown through in my heart today... Redeemed. This word literally means "to buy, or pay off, clear by payment"... It is a word that is reflected in scripture... it is a word which resonates in my heart as I know the feeling in my very soul. I now know the feeling of letting go, the feeling of having someone who carries the weight of my life in His hands. I no longer have to carry the weight of my screw ups, of my worldly worries, or my worldly possessions. See, we choose to hold on to hurt, to failures, to things the world deems valuable. When in reality, we need to value ourselves... and realize our Savior has Already paid the price. Jesus died on the cross that we might be redeemed! That fact cannot be refuted!
I share this not to get into some religious battle, but as a ray of hope... a reminder of Grace... an example of unconditional love!! I went through most of my life constantly reflecting on my heartache, sorrow and deficiencies... I ONLY found value when I chose to draw near Our God! Only then did the world fade, along with it's expectations, judgement, and inequality. Once I found out my value was in the LOVE I am willing to share with the world did I feel fulfillment, purpose, and the weight removed.
Make the choice to relinquish the weight that we carry... it is of No value... Life will continue once we're gone... But what is your legacy? What IS important right now? Do the failures of last week carry any weight in the big picture, can You change them? YOU are of value, regardless of your deficiencies!! We are ALL loved, but are we willing to receive it? How sad, most deny their Provider... they deny the one who can release them from the weight of this world.. the One who ALREADY paid the price!!

You are worth so much more than YOU realize... the cost was paid with a Life... carry the reflection of that kind of Love in your daily lives!!

Good day & God Bless,
Chris